1. |
Nothingness
03:44
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Sunlight is useless now
While I watch the summer die
Hold on to the hand of time
It will only fly by
I'm drowning in the scent of you
Perfume and all your clothes
Your tattoos had words I know
But I can't remember them
It's a memory gone bad
Everything that I say
Gets thrown away
Everything that I like
I want to change
Cast me in a silent movie
So I can finally speak
Provoking a glance from God
But he passes by me
It's graphic this tragedy
That I have seen
All I use are candles now
And the sun just says:
"It's a memory gone bad"
Everything that I say
Gets thrown away
Everything that I like
I want to forget
That chorus you sang all summer in your sundress
But August is dead to me, a lonely grave
No passion, just time for me, I cant stand this
It's a memory gone bad
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2. |
Tribeca
04:13
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Hold me down and give medication to me
Drawing in a breath but it's empty every time
I'm sick of it all, every drive on the same road
I'll stop wishing I'll run into you, I hope
Trazodone; Bordeaux; what a life I've made
I miss that rainfall smell out my window
But its been closed man, its been sealed shut for good
I'll stop wishing for a rope to pull me in from the sea
I'm addicted to everything you do
I'm addicted to every little thing you do
Left alone at two in the morning
Watch the cigarette smoke form a cloud in the air
At 53rd and 9th I see my hotel disappear
I'll stop to take in the view but the fireworks were too bright
I'm addicted to everything you do
I'm addicted to every single thing you do
I should have slept in because I am terrified of the daylight
I need some sustenance to break free from this anxiousness
Coffee and cigarettes to ease the pain of this loneliness
Now I'm drunk as hell as I people-watch on the Lower East Side
I'm still addicted to everything you do
I'm still in love with you but I'll never tell you
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3. |
Suffocation
03:36
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Suffocated
There's no air
I will slowly burn here
While I disappear
It's memories like this that I wish
I was someone else
As painful as a kiss on the cheek
Medication
Am I asleep?
I watch as your hands move on
Wave goodbye to every part of me
And if I can confess, well here it goes
I'm a sucker for your heart of gold
Suffocated
What else can I do?
In a photograph I see how I used to be
Brighter eyes
No disguise
But now I'm just bony and thin
It's medication
That I just can't ever refuse
I just haven't slept in months
I feel like Trevor Reznik
I take pill after pill
Try to keep them down
"Don't look so depressed"
You better grow up and be a fine man
And become nothing like him
I think I'll fail
You keep telling me to breathe in but I think I forgot how
I push from my lungs but nothing comes out
I saw it coming man
Did you, too?
It's not pretty but it had to happen
Suffocated
Pier 25
I look up towards the sky
Nothing seems to help, I find
It's medication
I cant refuse
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